February 2012
Thoughts
I’ve been getting a lot of hate or whatever you want to call it saying that i’m looking healthier, I look more like 115 pounds, blaming my ED for things etc.
Honestly anons you have no idea what I am going through and I don’t expect you to understand at all but what I expect is some respect. I don’t expect you to understand my ED but I think you should maybe try to...
Anonymous asked: Are you fucking kidding me anon? BECCA IS PERFECT. IN EVERY WAY. She will always be no matter what changes about her. You see, there are a handful of lucky people. These people are perfect no matter what. they were just born into being beautiful. And Becca's one of them. 70000 pounds or 100 pounds. She's beautiful. So fuck you. Leave her alone. Jealousy is an ugly thing.
Anonymous asked: You do not look 110. Id say you look 95. You still are so tiny. That anon obv does not understand ed's. You are lovely and beautiful inside and out!
emo1ga asked: Dear fucking anons, Becca is fucking beautiful. Inside and out - i don't know too many more people who are more beautiful then she is, so stop. Secondly, who the fuck cares what the number on becca's scale is - she is fucking beautiful. And even if it says 110 or 115 who the fuck are you to judge when you click a stupid anon button. Seriously, find something else to do.
youreawintergirl asked: Anons Fuck Off. Your opinion does not matter. You are a grey face who thinks that they are just so big and bad. You think you're just so tough putting this girl down. Fuck off. She isn't interested so fuck off.
Anonymous asked: You're 5' right? You look like you weigh about 110.
Anonymous asked: Struggle, struggle, fail, lose, die. That is what your mentality seems like. Struggling isn't the same as trying; putting your everything into it. But I think you already knew that.
Anonymous asked: Have you purged lately?
Anonymous asked: you cant use your ed you were diagnosed with what a month ago as an excuse to be an asshole
Anonymous asked: not 110 actually 115
Anonymous asked: You should stop with all thet "I have an ED" fuckery. I know it's a serious issue and I believe you. It shouldn't me made fun of. But you're using it as an excuse for some things. You should be strong! Forget about it! You are recovering, stop I-have-an-ED-do-not-fucking-touch-me-ing us! You DID have an ED and I believe in you as in a strong human being and a beautiful...
Anonymous asked: she only looks 110 because of how short she is so stfuuuu.
Anonymous asked: Umm... no hate here or anything, I'm just a curious person. How is "you look healthy and pretty" an insult?
Anonymous asked: well if you know you look thin then why do you always say how fat you look? um lets be honest you look around 110 now
Anonymous asked: can you post a link to your current meal plan?
Anonymous asked: omg. people are stupid with the gaining weight shit. You look lovely darling no matter what. <3
evanesc-ed asked: what the hell anon?!!?? how freaking ignorant of you.
Anonymous asked: i hate when people comment on your body. like stfu you don't have an opinion here. "you look so healthy" no go away. dont need your input
Anonymous asked: there is no way you are less than 100 pounds
Anonymous asked: I haven't checked tumblr a while, has your newest meal plan been working? Like are you getting enough energy now to reach a healthy way? I wish all the best for you and stay positive even though it's hard sometimes!
Anonymous asked: i was just saying how much healthier you look now that you've gained so much weight!
Anonymous asked: you were pretty rude to that anon giving you a compliment.
Anonymous asked: Hey! When was the last time you had your FULL plan, with no ED symptoms attached?
Anonymous asked: your thigh gap is going away :) you look so healthy in that picture!
Anonymous asked: How do you feel about sizeing clothes as Small, Medium, Large etc? Do you think of them as offensive? I was buying new jeans last week and M/L was way too tight so I had to take L/XL. It's been bothering me a lot.. I knew that my legs and butt are big but really, extralarge? Still my upper body is S, sometimes XS.. Just confused is my body really normal, large or extralarge..
Anonymous asked: Do you always answer every question you get?I asked you a few questions 24h ago and you haven't answered them (yet?) so I was wondering if you ever even got them.. I feel like tumblr doesn't always send my asks even tho it says so :o
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Anonymous asked: Even if you were fat, what's so bad about being fat?
Update
This morning I went to the hospital for my 2 appointments. The first one was another assessment and the other was with a doctor. The doctor talked more about my ED, OCD, and depression. I might be put on anti depression medication. I’m not sure yet, we’re going to talk more about it. I had to have a blood test and a ECG test done and i’m going to have a bone density test sometime...
Going to the hospital for 2 appointments.
I will update when I get home.
Wish me luck!
Anonymous asked: i made ashirt that says "beccas #1 fan!" :) i just love you
Anonymous asked: Thanks. You're blog is very nice. I've been trying the exercises. Meep, I'm so lazy though. Tehehe (:
Anonymous asked: did you call them?
Anonymous asked: What is the weirdest message you've ever gotten?
Anonymous asked: hi sexy
Anonymous asked: What do you drink?
Anonymous asked: So, like eat very clean healthy foods, and I should be able to tone?
Anonymous asked: why don't you follow everyone?